Always waiting

This last year and a half has been a challenging year. A year of growth, tears, stress, happiness, and love. It has been an adventure of new sights and snow free winters.It has been a soul searching year as I try to figure out who I am. It seems that I am always waiting for the right moment, right time to do things, and then I find myself waiting to long. I am that person that always saves a favorite shirt for a special occasion, wears a great looking pair of boots only once, and never wears that one lipstick that I absolutely love but goes with the free gift with purchase. Time goes on and you must go with it and be happy or at least try. As I look past at this last year, I feel like I was missing. I was present but not really there. Trying to adjust to new cities, new friends and new surrounding is not always easy. In fact sometimes I seemed to focus to much on the negative. It seems that I forgot what makes me who I am. As I look forward to the future. My new years resolution is to make ever day that special occasion day. My goal this year is to find out who I am and rediscover myself. I have been frumpy dumpy for way to long. It is time to wear the hair down, put a little more makeup on a regular basis, and wear those special boots.